I don't love you I'm just passing the time
You could love me if I knew how to lie
But who could love me, I am out of my mind
Throwing a line out to sea,
To see if I can catch a dream.
only now do I actually feel something. never realised it but I guess the attachment just built over time, the loneliness never really got noticed until the smoke cleared. too late now, but its for good, to end it beautifully is better than having it dissolve in our hands. though which actually happened, I will never know.