when i swore not to ever spend 6 months of my life putting something at NO 1. i didn't realise the irony. especially when i've about spent half my life on another. true, its less restrictive, doesn't enforce the no1 rule every living, breathing moment, its still time consuming and wrecks havoc on my life and mood regularly. ah wells, maybe because i've stuck with it all these years, with so much invested in it, makes it harder to drop anytime soon.
yet, i don't believe its enough to 'like' something to stick with it forever. how do you love something and continue if you lose touch with it? its too easy to move on from thing to thing in this fast-paced world. and with the future always waiting, and my watch with its ever-too-loud ticking, i'm constantly reminded of time. (can't even rest my head against my hand without feeling disturbed *grumbles*)